bemused

the flight of concrete,
raising before your eye.
loosing sight of your feet,
you've never felt so close to the sky.
too unstable to cry,
knowing everyone on your side,
is ready to die.

blood shot into the tube,
lost in sight of those who
you once loved,
blood dries the beloved.
sight of nothing left,
wish my heart wasnt kept.
sometimes forget to let go,
wish this hurting wouldnt show,
wish i could give up and grow.
lost thoughts give up for lost souls,
life's digging out of dead holes.

i wish i knew,
how to be on cue.
neglect this blue.